"CHASING THE HIGH" lyrics

Holding my breath 'til my heart stops beating
Chained to the wreck of a love that's bleeding
Picking up the pieces left of us
Wish that I could keep my head above
Run back to the start
I feel like giving up
When will I ever stop?
(Will I ever stop?)

(I'm) fucked up, defeated and destroyed
Barely alive
No doubt we keep living a lie
Chasing the high
Just one last regret
Make me forget
Fucked up, defeated and destroyed
Chasing the high

Hope becomes a drug - toxic and magnetic
Love's a loaded gun and we're both the addicts
Stitching up the holes you left behind
Fell in love with pain and the denial
A déjà-vu in real life
A tragedy in real time
Gotta cut you out

(I'm) fucked up, defeated and destroyed
Barely alive
No doubt we keep living a lie
Chasing the high
Just one last regret
Make me forget
Fucked up, defeated and destroyed

Your emotions
A miserable omen
We were always playing a fatal game
I hope that you know that
It's finally over
I've seen through your disguise
I'll kill the high
I'll kill the high

Fucked up, defeated and destroyed
Barely alive
Got no more tears left in my eyes
(Left in my eyes)

Just one last regret
Make me forget
Fucked up, defeated and destroyed
Chasing the high

Fucked up, defeated, we're defeated and destroyed
Fucked up, defeated, so defeated and destroyed
Fucked up, defeated, we're defeated and destroyed

Got no more tears left in my eyes