"Rise" lyrics

Woke up again from a state of trance
Same shit every day, my life got out of hand
White noise in my ears
The way in front is blurred and dark
In the unknown, did I go to far?
Blacking out, I can't see

And I feel like I can't erase it
Erase all the pain that I live with
Give up on the life that I'm chasing
There's no fucking time for patience
In this world that is constantly changing
Lungs start to cave in
I am suffocating on the lies that I'm facing
There's no escape in this fucking maze of pain

Will I rise, will I fall?
I'm raging in the haze
No more cries, take it all
And crush it in a blaze
Don't tell me this is all I will regret
It's nothing like the hurt that I have met
Don't care about the consequence, I swear
Will I rise?

Woke up again from the strange, old trance
It's the third time today I am scared of myself
And I'll let it happen again
Like a puppet that's tied to tangled strings
Caught me red-handed doing all the weirdest things
With imaginary, old friends

And I feel like it's constantly raining
In my head and I just can't explain it
No more wasting my time here waiting
All I need is some entertainment
Always feel like my life is a show
Lights turning low
Every single part of my mind is dark, never glows
I don't wanna be another part of your broken life
So I start to sacrifice

Will I rise, will I fall?
I'm raging in the haze
No more cries, take it all
And crush it in a blaze
Don't tell me this is all I will regret
It's nothing like the hurt that I have met
Don't care about the consequence, I swear
Will I rise?
I'm raging in the haze

Been trying so hard but after all the world keeps changing
It's breaking my heart but I lost hope
Don't know if this is worth it
I'm cursing myself, I hate looking for help but I keep failing
I'm fucking upset but I'll finally accept
No one cares if you're hurting

Will I rise, will I fall?
No more cries, take it all