"The Inevitable Fear Of Existence" lyrics

What was lost?
What was gained?
No color exists outside of this frame
Be born again, be born anew
Escape our end for a higher form of truth
Ever conscious, in absent light
The sun cracks everything in my line of sight
Nothing's better, nothing's worse
I'm finally part of apathy's curse

Both mother and father still hide behind
So in a sense, they are still mine
I can't run from this back of dogs
We're losing

Both mother and father self-medicate
So in a sense, they are still together
I can't run from the swift hunter's snare
We're losing

The taste of youth turns bittersweet
It's all become a dream upon waking
Nothing's better, nothing's worse
I'm finally a part of apathy's curse