"Intoxicate" lyrics

Everything I could want's in front of me
All the money, drugs what's it done for me?
Feel so lonely as the bottle gets empty
Try to numb another night but I can't sleep

Erase the pain of my youth with a false truth
Quick escape, self I hate more that I use
Can I live another day of this abuse
Take me away from myself cause I can't choose

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

Lost inside my confused disillusion
I awake from my haze for solutions
All the lies that I tried to make truth of
As I dig a deeper hole with a new drug

Now I see all the damage
That I've done
Wish I could heal who I've hurt
Right what I've wronged
Life is short
But there's one thing I'm sure of
Forgive, forget, get up again, don't ever give up

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

And it tries to kill my soul
But I got to gain control
Need to break on through and
Find my way home
Cause I lost myself again
And there's nothing to pretend
Take me live or dead

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

Living to intoxicate
Head is down I can't see straight
Don't wanna feel this way again
No more, no more

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