"Chocolate Chip Life" lyrics

I'm waiting on a rocket ship
To take me [?]
They try and try and try your drugs
I just need a little confidence
I'm sick of serving all these assholes
I'd quit my job but where would I go?
Walking forward at my funeral
Putting cigs out on my tombstone, uh

I'm just figuring this shit out
First around the circle, I doubt
Anybody ever gets it right
I'm on my way to a chocolate-chip life

Good morning to my lover
I'm dancing in the desert
I'm not in love with anger
Next time I do it better
Maybe you'll see me later
Maybe it's not too far
[?]
But paradise is far away

I'm on my way to tell you goodbye
It's not forever, sticks and stones never tell a lie
What can I say? Not good at goodbye
I'm so emotionally numb, you can see it in my face

I'm waiting on a rocket ship
To take me [?]
They try and try and try your drugs
I just need a little confidence
Yeah yeah

I'm just figuring this shit out
First around the circle, I doubt
Anybody ever gets it right
I'm on my way to a chocolate-chip life
I'm just figuring this shit out
First around the circle, I doubt
Anybody ever gets it right
I'm on my way to a chocolate-chip life