"Round & Round" lyrics

I wake up at noon, look in the mirror
And see this stupid, ugly dude
He can barely breathe when he's supposed to be
This new cool punk rock thing

Is this a joke, I think I shouldn't feel this low
When I paid my debts off and I bought my girl new clothes
Counting on the heart to heal, unless it won't

Round and round
I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me and you
Can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help
'Cause I don't even like myself

People think I'm cool
Wish I could see myself the way I think they do
But it's like 2 AM
I'm overthinking, does my wife still like me or if I've just lost it

Going round and round
I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me and you
Can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help
'Cause I don't even like myself
No I don't even like myself
I don't even like myself

It's like everybody's watching but there's nothing here to see
I've been waiting my whole life to be here, but I just wanna be
Running back into my mom's arms like in elementary
Everyday I hear these good things, but there's not one thing I believe
See nobody understands just what it's like inside my brain
I don't wanna talk about it I'll just close my eyes and pray
To god and maybe soon I'll wake up and then I won't feel this way
'Cause I don't wanna feel this way
No I don't wanna be this way

Going round and round
I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me and you
Can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help
'Cause I don't even like myself