"The Nightmare" lyrics

I'm in the middle of this nightmare
Can't you see?
I'm buried underneath; it feels useless
So far from myself, I'm ruthless
Always carried the torch, and they used this
I'm in the middle of this nightmare
Can't you see? There's no room to breath
It's useless
The more we shovel, the deeper we sink
The more we shovel, the deeper we sink

A suicide mission, the tallest oak
A kick to the head, a hand to the throat
You can bet your bottom dollar that it won't stop now
Never-ending nightmare, never-ending doubt
A suicide mission, the tallest oak
A kick to the head, a hand to the throat
You can bet your bottom dollar that it won't stop now
Never-ending nightmare, never-ending doubt

You can hate something great
You can love a nightmare
Go ahead and break your arm
Or you can always beware
Fly like the falcon, discontented or square
Black out your eyes or have a stare at the glare
What more could I bequeath?
You'll be inside of my mouth
Hunting coins in my teeth
If I die when you're alive
You'll want an autopsy report
Could you do the dance forever?
Take my grand children to court

A suicide mission, the tallest oak
A kick to the head, a hand to the throat
You can bet your bottom dollar that it won't stop now
Never-ending nightmare, never-ending doubt

I'm so very, very tired