"Hospital" lyrics

I went to the hospital last week
They said I wasn't crazy, but they wouldn't let me leave
Filled me up with drugs and took away my strings
Brandy brought me an orange to remind me of home
Where the psycho people come from and I go to be alone
Used to play outside, but I broke too many bones

I wish that I was happy
Wish I could care less
Wish I could find the bottom
And build a house where I could live
I find it kind of funny
How much pain I'm in
But I did it to myself
And I'd do it again

I got tattoos that I regret
Didn't think about it, didn't read the fine print
Only thought death was permanent
I've fallen for a man who can't love me
But he takes me to bed when I say, "Please"
Don't got a lot of money, so at least he's cheap

I wish that I was happy
Wish I could care less
Wish I could find the bottom
And build a house where I could live
I find it kind of funny
How much pain I'm in
But I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself
And I'd do it again

Hi, gram, it's Gat'
Um, try to not freak out
But I'm at [?] psychiatric hospital
I kind of had a meltdown and now I'm here, woo!
Uh, so I love you, I'd love to talk to you
Hope you listen to the voicemail
It's probably pretty funny
Okay, bye