"Cusp" lyrics

I remember when I found out love could end
No, I don't know where, but I've been running ever since
And maybe it's to find my way back home
Or maybe that's where I've been running from

Beyond the cusp, I don't know where I belong
Under the rust, a piece of me I lost
Above the fear, it appears I've had what I need all along
Oh, utopia, will you help me find my song?

Now I've forgotten how it feels to be a friend, friend
To the stillness that I've now grown to resent
But one thing I have learned about resentment
She's starving and she's always being fed

Beyond the cusp, I don't know where I belong
Under the rust, a piece of me I lost
Above the fear, it appears I've had what I need all along
Oh, utopia, will you help me find my song?

(Healing seems to bide before it mends)
(With a callous sole, I lose my step)
Healing seems to bide before it mends
With a callous sole, I lose my step

Beyond the cusp, I don't know where I belong
Under the rust, a piece of me I lost
Above the fear, it appears I've had what I need all along
Oh, utopia, will you help me find my song?
Oh, utopia, I think I got it wrong