"Shame" lyrics

I was a child to begin
Hopeless inside of my skin
When you're born from pain
There's no worth there's no shame
I'm starting to find some within
There's chains welded tight on my shins
With blood dripping down over them
Trauma passed down to me
I don't deserve
I'm breaking the link and the curse

But I can't hold on to this shame anymore
I'm closing the drawer
And I'm focusing more
On how not to be so damn cold to the core
Rise from the floor
I'm not high anymore

So I'm starting anew
Amidst flames in the fire
Cause the old ways I held they expired
And I told that to God
Then he told me go first
To leave these lessons in the dirt

And now I see the light shining in
I'm not who I was from before
I'm not where I wanna be but ten years from now
I'll look back at how I was reborn

So I was a child to begin
Hopeless inside of my skin