"trees talk" lyrics

I've been smoking Mary Jane
Been seeing shapes up in my head
Of places that I've always seen and memories that never left
Oh they never left
And oh, no
I've been gone for quite some time
And I know
That I just keep it in the back of my mind
And as the moss clears up my lungs when I'm back home
Oh I'm reminded oh how

Oh how I miss her
Sitting out by the river
Listening as the trees talk
All behind my back
(Yeah)

Oh I think I'll stay
Wherever the wind blows
Let it come when
I don't know
Cause I don't know myself
Anymore

I'm trying to find myself
A little more

And as I look out on the waves
I see white trails running in the craze through the forest
I'm trying to make proud of my name
Cause I still don't have the strength to go my dad's grave
And tell him everything

Oh how I miss her
Sitting out by the river
Listening as the trees talk
All behind my back
(Yeah)
Oh I think I'll stay
Wherever the wind blows
Let it come when
I don't know
Cause I don't know myself
Anymore

I'm trying to find myself
A little more

Don't think that I could forget
What you said
You thought that I couldn't save you
But you can't get back the past
Cause once it's left
It's left in flames
And I'm too used to burning down
But now you're gone

Oh how I miss her
Sitting out by the river
Listening as the trees talk
All behind my back
(Yeah)
Oh I think I'll stay
Wherever the wind blows
Let it come when
I don't know
Cause I don't know myself
Anymore