"luv starved" lyrics

I was never shown how to love
So I did my best to guess
Everything a man ever wants
A tiny girl in a dress
A trophy for his friends
That I didn't even like, so

Tried to learn from mistakes
I haven't made one in months
But it's getting harder to take
Pushing away everyone
You just had to show up
And yeah I'm not mad about it

Swear to God I'ma change but I'm agnostic
All this loneliness is getting so exhausting
Sick to my stomach, yeah I'm feeling kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they turn to blue
Are you great or something new?
I'm so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?

Is it the fact that you're there
Or do I actually care?
The potential of the latter's
Got me pulling my hair out
I'm a skeleton
Of the love I once had
Yeah, it was so bad
But you're nothing like that, yeah

Swear to God I'ma change but I'm agnostic
All this loneliness is getting so exhausting
Sick to my stomach, yeah I'm feeling kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they turn to blue
Are you great or something new?
I'm so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite? Yeah

(Oh, oh)
Sick of being taken advantage of by shitty guys
(Oh, oh)
Tell me if you're one of them, I'm losing my mind
(Oh, oh)
Are you feeding me affection or just a bunch of lies?
Is it me? Is it you? I don't really got a clue
I don't got much left but I might give it all to you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they turn to blue
Are you great or something new?
I'm so love-starved