"Mean Guy" lyrics

And the worst part is
I would've stayed, I wanted to stay
And the worst part is
I would've changed if you asked me to change
I'm powerless when it comes to your name
Oh, I thought it was safe but you left me ashamed

Mean guy, mean guy
Mean guy, mean guy

I became so mentally ill
Hoping things would be fixed with a pill
But I'm still psychotically wanting you
I still just wanna talk to you
Mean guy broke into my heart, into my heart
Mean guy stole what he wanted and tore me apart

And the worst part is
I would've stayed, I wanted to stay
And the worst part is
I would've changed if you asked me to change
I'm powerless when it comes to your name
Oh, I thought it was safe but you left me ashamed

Mean guy stole my heart
Mean guy, I still think of what I'd say

And you went home after leaving me all alone
Did you think of me the next day?
'Cause I thought of you the next day, and the next day, and the next day
And the next day, and the next day, and the next day

I think about seeing you downtown
I think about choking you out
I think about making you feel
The way I feel, the way I feel
I think about seeing you downtown
I think about you falling apart
I think about taking the wheel
Making you feel the way I feel now