"Enemy" lyrics

Longed for a life that's different from this
No one around me knows I exist
It's like I have no mouth but I must scream
Can't open my eyes I'm stuck in this dream (All alone)
Lost in the dark, I hold out my hand
I can't hold myself, so nobody can (In my head)
It's like I'm trapped in a circle of hate
Surrounded by strangers I can't escape
Weighing me down, making me break
I really don't know how much I can take

Faceless nobody, that's all I'll ever be
Endless misery, I am my own enemy

How did I get here, why can't I leave?
Left all alone, heart on my sleeve (Oh)
Time stands still and it's just me
Try to inhale but I cannot breathe (I'm so cold)
Can't stop what I am within, forcing myself to smile again (I'm so weak)
So close but so far away
Trapped in a place that I can't escape
Completely just full of nothing but hate
I really don't know how much that I can take

Faceless nobody, that's all I'll ever be
Endless misery, I am my own enemy
Nightmares consuming me
I just want to be released
Frozen, I can't feel a thing
Every thought in my head is fucking suffering

Was it worth it?
Was everything worth it?
Where do I go from here?
I should disappear (So close but so far away, I'm not okay)
I'm not worthless
I made a promise to break this cage
If I'm being honest, I am afraid
Go away
So tired of this mental cloud (Tired of it)

Save me, it's taking over
I'm so afraid
I am my own enemy