"SYDNEY" lyrics

I'm talking too much
Now you're scared again
All of the thoughts I had to get off of my chest
Avoiding your touch
Cause it's breaking in
Into my heart and you don't wanna see the mess

I know that she's just a friend but
She's so cool and calm and I'm not
Swear my brain prays on my downfall
Cuz every time you call

I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Wish I could shut it out but it gets louder every time you go to kiss me
The voice in my head saying I'm not enough
That you could do better even when you swear you're in love
I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Or anyone but me

It's been so long
And I know we're fine
But did you expect me to be like this all the time?
So insecure, so unsure
Baby even I think I'm the fucking worst
You say we're forever
But ever since I met her

I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Wish I could shut it out but it gets louder every time you go to kiss me
The voice in my head saying I'm not enough
That you could do better even when you swear you're in love
I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Or anyone but me

Tell me you want me
Tell me I'm wrong please
Tell me that no one else can take my place
I'm only bitter and jealous
Cause I want you to stay

I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Wish I could shut it out but it gets louder every time you go to kiss me
The voice in my head saying I'm not enough
That you could do better even when you swear you're in love
I can't help thinking you would be happier with Sydney
Or anyone but me

Happier with Sydney
Happier with Sydney
I could shut it out happens every time you go to kiss me

Happier with Sydney
Happier with Sydney
Wish I could shut it out