"This Ain't A Breakup" lyrics

Wish I had pictures on my phone
To scroll through when I'm in my bed alone
Wish I had more of your t-shirts
More of all your firsts
That much more of a reason to be hurt
Feels dumb
To miss whatever it was

'Cause this ain't a breakup
And we never dated
No this ain't a breakup
Heard that you're saying
We wouldn't have lasted
I'm overreacting
So why am I asking?

If this ain't a breakup
And we never made love
Then why is your body on mine on my mind when I wake up?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why ain't I coping?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why am I broken?

Bet you don't say you started it
The sappy bullshit you left on my lips
I wish I kept all your words as receipts
I'd have evidence if I kept fingerprints you left on me

But this ain't a breakup
And we never dated
No this ain't a breakup
Heard that you're saying
We wouldn't have lasted
I'm overreacting
So why am I asking?

If this ain't a breakup
And we never made love
Then why is your body on mine on my mind when I wake up?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why ain't I coping?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why am I broken?
Broken, broken
My heart you broke it
Broke it

It feels like a breakup
But we never dated
It feels like a breakup
And, baby, I hate it
'Cause we coulda lasted
You're underreacting
'Cause a matter of fact it

It feels like a breakup
Know we never made love
But boy, is my body on yours on your mind when you wake up?
It feels like a breakup
Yeah, I'm still not coping
But this ain't a breakup
So why am I broken, broken?
Yeah, why am I broken, broken?