"Give Up My Ghost" lyrics

Tongue twisted lines, bitter symphony
I'll be the trustworthy side to my suffering
I've got a hit list for this sickness
So don't try to fucking sell me on a death wish why
I've been here once before

Cause I've been fighting all my life
It's all the same I wasted all my time
In hopes to get it right
Severed all my ties
And now I know where to go
There's so much they don't know

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever
Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away
I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never
Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate

I shoulda known, shoulda known they were sick of me
Led me to play selfish games for the sympathy
I went insane turned my allies into enemies
Then fucking left them a problematic awkward status

Cause I've been fighting all my life
It's all the same I wasted all my time
In hopes to get it right
Severed all my ties
And now I know where to go
There's so much they don't know

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever
Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away
I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never
Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate

I always felt like a throw-away
Ever since I can remember
Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever

Forget my name
I put myself on display
Tried not to show the pain
Inside of me, side of me
No one ever sees
A side of me, side of me
That no one would believe
Maybe you're all just too late
There's nothing left to take
There's a side of me, side of me no one ever sees
A side of me, a side of me believes that

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever
Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away
I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never
Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate

I always felt like a throw-away
Ever since I can remember
Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever