"Close To Me" lyrics

I've waited hours for this
And I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed
Asleep today
I thought this day would never end
Never thought tonight could ever be
So close to me

Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
I feel the fear
Before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
Pull my eyes out, hold my breath and wait
'Til I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
My head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed
Asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
My head on the door was a dream