"The Things I Deserve" lyrics

Say, I could make a perfect world by playing God and singing songs
Everyone would clap along, and I'd be gone without a trace
The source of misery is infused in flesh and bone
And all these horrid mistakes from deep within will be
Erased on the train tracks
Here it comes
The climax of the problem
What you've been waiting for
The deafening suspense
Oh, here it comes
The whistle's blowing louder
We've all been waiting for

My problematic waste of an existence tearing to shreds
Right before your eyes, share a universal smile
I'm sorry you had gotten so unlucky this time around
How I'm wishing you a better farewell in the next life

Say things reduce to entropy
By playing God, I ran away
No one gave a farewell
No shedded tears or lamentation
The source of misery is infused in flesh and bone
Its tongue is clicking away, a language we all regret

It's not so easy
For me, for me
The world in the palm of my hand
Destroyed

My problematic waste of an existence tearing to shreds
Right before your eyes, share a universal smile
I'm sorry you had gotten so unlucky this time around
How I'm wishing you a better farewell

Alas, the story never changed
For the better e-e-end
It's sad to say
The damage done lives in my blood
And I walked away unharmed
Maybe another day, I'll get what I deserve