"Balsam Fir" lyrics

I went and bought myself a balsam fir
I went and got myself thinking of her
I drove around and looked at every tree
I had to stop when I lost feeling in my knees

I wonder why everything is green
I wonder why it couldn't have been blue
I wish that everything wasn't so green
I wish it didn't make me think of you
But what can I do

Went to the store to look for your shampoo
I guess that I just wanted to smell like you
And maybe that's a strange thing to do
But with me, that's nothing new

Now you are everywhere I go
You're kissing her while you're stoned
You are everything I know
I wasn't your first, but you were mine though
You were mine though

I went and found myself there at St Marks
I sat around and watched some dogs in the park
We're only probably five blocks apart
But seeing you wouldn't be the smartest thing to do