"Change" lyrics

You smell like whiskey and cigarettes
The nasty ones that you say are the best
I just can't say her name
And it stays the same, and it still remains

I won't change, I'm not gonna lie
I'll probably end up down there on the floor tonight
'Cause I'm all fucked up over you
I don't know why I keep crawling back to you

I stand here, staring in the mirror
And I see the scars, try to mend my heart
I look down into the sink as I shout and scream
And my fist hits the mirror

I won't change, I'm not gonna lie
I'll probably end up down there on the floor tonight
'Cause I'm all fucked up over you
I don't know why I keep crawling back to you

I'm stuck out here in the rain
And I see your face, and you looked away
That's okay, memories like us don't last
And you looked away, and I turned around and said

I won't change, I'm not gonna lie
I'll probably end up down there on the floor tonight
'Cause I'm all fucked up over you
I don't know why I keep crawling back to you
I won't change, I'm not gonna lie
I'll probably end up down there on the floor tonight
'Cause I'm all fucked up over you
I don't know why I keep crawling back to you