"The Letter" lyrics

Baby I see
That it's easy fo rme
To ride on a school bus all day for free
It all feels the same
Am I going insane
Or am I turning into a zombie

'Cause lately I've been trying
I've caught myself crying over
Things that I can't change or even explain
And maybe someday I'll find
What I'm really missing inside, baby
Sorry I don't make it feel like it's you
And that's why I'm writing this letter to you

[?]
Where did you sleep last night
Was it way up high where the angels cry
Fuck it, I hate it living like this
I'll just buy this [?] and light it
And forget all about it

'Cause lately I've been trying
I've caught myself crying over
Things that I can't change or even explain
And maybe someday I'll find
What I'm really missing inside, baby
Sorry I don't make it feel like it's you
And that's why I leave this letter to you