"Vultures" lyrics

I don't think I've ever felt like this, even after all the years we've played
Things are lookin' up now and I don't know what to say
Things are changin', rearrangin' it's gettin' hard right now
Would you still love me if I left you all alone

I've got vultures, I've got people that are dyin' to see me
But I'm scared to take a step 'cause I don't know if they really miss me
Where you been the past few years when I really needed someone
Ain't it funny how things change when everybody loves someone

Would you still hate me if everyone was shoutin' my name
I don't mind if you ask me questions why
I'm just tryin' to get on through
It feels like we're still stuck in the same place, same fight, same time, angry with ourselves
We get drunk to let go, I don't know if I can do this anymore
You hate me and I hate you, why did we let it all go
Would you still love me if I left you alone
What if I was never home