"Made To Break" lyrics

What if and maybe and almost
We didn't make it, but we got close
I know it's for the best, but then I don't
You let me down, but I miss you right now
And I spend the nights debating with myself
Was it you or me? 'Cause I can't tell
I said goodbye, but you might as well
Have opened the door and pushed me right out

Is it better to have you and feel alone?
Is it better to battle it on my own?

Either way, my heart's made to break
If you stayed, I'd still be in pain
'Cause this is what I do
I can hurt myself just fine
I don't need you to

I re-narrate our conversations
In a way that makes you blameless
My weaker side is so persuasive
Says it's my fault
Not on my side at all

Is it better to have you and feel alone?
Is it better to battle it on my own?

Either way, my heart's made to break
If you stayed, I'd still be in pain
'Cause this is what I do
I can hurt myself just fine, I don't need you to

Did I give up too easy?
Should I have fought a little harder?
Would you have tried to keep me?
Would you have even bothered?
Will it ever leave me?
The feeling that I lost ya
The feeling that I fucked up

Either way, my heart's made to break
If you stayed, I'd still be in pain
'Cause this is what I do
I can hurt myself just fine every time
Either way, my heart's made to break
If you stayed, I'd still be in pain
'Cause this is what I do
I can hurt myself just fine, I don't need you to