"missing person" lyrics

There's a hole in the door with your silhouette
A void my chest, the longer it's been, the bigger it gets
Fills with regret, won't let me forget
I'm the reason you left, I was the only
It hurts to accept that I was the one to
Make you feel less, make you depressed, I made you a mess

In your absence, I'm met with my actions
I'm met with the silence that won't let me sleep
I'm met with all the reasons that led you to leave
But you're my person
Without you, my world ends
Without you, I'm half the woman I was
Like missing you to pieces didn't break me enough

You can arrest me with good reason
I ruined your heart, I'm sure that's treason
A lifetime in debt to my own foolishness, I deserve what I get
And I will attest to anything I've done, I'll be my best
If you come back home, I'll set out a search
Have you seen this girl? 'Cause I blew it with her

In your absence, I'm met with my actions
I'm met with the silence that won't let me sleep
I'm met with all the reasons that led you to leave
But you're my person
Without you, my world ends
Without you, I'm half the woman I was
Like missing you to pieces didn't break me enough