"bastard" lyrics

She said I'm a bastard
Every single person in my life turned to an actor
Fairytales lied, there's no happily-ever-after
All the flowers die while I'm running through the pasture
Plastered, all I hear is laughter
She said I'm a bastard
Every single person in my life turned to an actor
Fairytales lied, there's no happily-ever-after
All the flowers die while I'm running through the pasture
Plastered, all I hear is laughter

We been playing games
All the 'he said, she said'
He said she said he didn't mean it
She said he said that she should just leave it
And I'm tired of arguing, tired of grieving
Let me tell a story 'bout a boy I know
He was 'bout 15 years, stood about 6'4
He made a couple connections and he opened some doors
And now he realized he was way better before
And I'm always alone and that's a blessing and a curse
'Cause I could be doing better but I could be doing worse
And I'm not even invested, I just sit back and observe it
If he fuck around and touch me I might put him in this earth
And I'ma walk in, walk out
Every single person in my life, they wanna profit
And I know for a fact they wanna pop out
Got a little confident, hear it in how I talk now
Copped out

She said I'm a bastard
Every single person in my life turned to an actor
Fairytales lied, there's no happily-ever-after
All the flowers die while I'm running through the pasture
Plastered, all I hear is laughter
She said I'm a bastard
Every single person in my life turned to an actor
Fairytales lied, there's no happily-ever-after
All the flowers die while I'm running through the pasture
Plastered, all I hear is laughter