"Crisis" lyrics

I found a stranger knows a love of more than fine to walk the line
But now I've realized it's something more, there's nothing more sometimes
I've had my cake and ate it too since the beginning of my life
I told the truth, I told the in-between, I found no way to lie

I'm lying, I'm in crisis
I need something more
And even if I find it
I would likely leave for something more

I'm half a world away from everyone that I will ever know
I thought that this was what I wanted and I'd never think of home
I feel it now more than ever in a way I'd never known
I'll tell you now and I'll be honest

'Cause you know I'd be lying, I'm in crisis
I need something more
And even if I could find it
I would likely leave for something more

I don't know what I want, but
I just know that I want it
I don't know where this weight's from
But, please, just get it off me
It's not like I see you lesser
I've always wanted better
And I know you know you know me
We both know that I hate to lie

I'm lying, I'm in crisis
I need something more
And even if I find it
I would likely leave for something more