"i care so much that i dont care at all" lyrics

I was younger then, thought about doing me in
Because I hated myself and the place that I lived
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
And the pain that you felt
Thought it would eat you alive
But if you saw how we've been living
You'd be slightly surprised
So thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
And of course I know how bad I've been hurt
But I can't help smiling 'cause it could've been worse
So thank God I didn't do it and it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

Thank God I didn't do it and it's all okay
For such a long time, didn't know if I'd change
Hate to say this 'cause it sounds a bit gay
But I'm really fucking happy that it ended this way
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all