"i should be over this by now" lyrics

And maybe, just maybe, I'll hope that you call
But you never did and that breaks my heart
And I'm never one to admit that I'm wrong
But maybe, just maybe, this time, it's my fault

And as you walked away, I had something to say
But I was afraid

And I regret that decision almost every day
But how can I be mad? Look how much money I've made
And maybe if I had listened, then things would've changed
And maybe, just maybe, then you would've stayed

And maybe, just maybe, then you would've stayed

I wish that I could break my bones
You've got me in this hold
And you won't let go, do you even think about me?
I won't let it show that I miss when we spoke
I'm so goddamn alone even when there's people around me

It's been how many days since I last saw your face?
Why am I afraid?

And I regret that decision almost every day
But how can I be mad? Look how much money I've made
And maybe if I had listened, then things would've changed
And maybe, just maybe, then you would've stayed

Maybe, just maybe, I'll hope that you call
But you never did and that breaks my heart
And I'm never one to admit that I'm wrong
But maybe, just maybe, this time, it's my fault

And I regret that decision almost every day
But how can I be mad? Look how much money I've made
And maybe if I had listened, then things would've changed
And maybe, just maybe, then you would've stayed