"Failure" lyrics

How does it feel to be the one that walked away
You never tried you never gave the time of day
The stain you left inside my head replayed for days
I thought that time would heal but turns outs that's on me

But I've been losing my senses
My time spent making excuses
To blame everyone but me

I'm just a failure
Took a chance to be someone greater
Over and over I'm breaking
Everything around starts to cave in
I'm not worth saving

I'm fighting demons but they turn out to be me
I scratched the surface now I'm crawling underneath
I'd take your hand but I'd just pull you down with me
I need some light to show me if I could ever be free

I've been losing my senses
My time spent making excuses
To blame everyone but me

I'm just a failure
Took a chance to be someone greater
Over and over I'm breaking
Everything around starts to cave in
Unlike the walls in my head
I've built up so high
I could never reach my life
Everyone keeps asking but no one knows
I'm just a failure
Living life that I'll never change cause
I'm not worth saving

I know I won't let it go
I've lost before I start the show
I'm trying to find
The pieces that I left behind

Yeah I'm not worth saving

I'm just a failure
Took a chance to be someone greater
Over and over I'm breaking
Everything around starts to cave in
Unlike the walls in my head
I've built up so high
I could never reach my life
Everyone keeps asking but no one knows
I'm just a failure
Living life that I'll never change cause
I'm not worth saving

I'm not worth saving
I'm not worth saving