"Misguided" lyrics

I wanted to know you
I wanted to know
Played out like were strangers
I played it all wrong

I don't feel like my self right now
I left my guard to high this time around
And I didn't mean to fuck it up
But I always seem to fuck it up

Misguided and nervous
She told me I deserve this
Pass the blame
No, I'll never learn
Feel the shame of hurting someone else