"It Was Always Meant To End" lyrics

Your body talks to me
In a foreign language
Writhe in anguish
We buried everything in code
Disconnect the host
We're creating, obeying wires
I know I

Said I didn't want it
Meant I wanted more
Spill all of my guts out on the floor
Cause even if you want it
You're staring at a corpse
And I don't wanna be here anymore

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Am I still contagious?
Could I be blameless?
We buried both our heads in gold
But we're doomed to know
So let's face it
Take aim til we're shapeless

I know I said I didn't want it
Meant I wanted more
Spill all of my guts out on the floor
Cause even if you want it
You're staring at a corpse
And I don't wanna be here anymore

If we reset
We'll repeat this mess
So even if you want it
I don't really want it
God I know it stays the same
Cause we became
Nothing at all
So spill all of my guts
God I know it stays the same
Cause we became
Nothing at all