"Secret Truth" lyrics

My secret, my truth, I didn’t want to swim away from you
Abandoning your sinking ship I was treading water in a world of blue
There’s a zillion fish in these waters of you more deservedly
I left you for dead, ‘it’s a big bad ocean out there’ we’d always said...

I’ll swallow anything you’ve got to avoid that memory
It seemed the brighter the sun
The blacker the shadow following me
Everytime I turned and looked back expecting to see crystal clearly
I was right for not you and you wrong for me perfectly too
My secret truth