"Held" lyrics

Passed up lately
I've been honest
Held upon my side
Older for now
I left something
Then I would have felt it on my mind

In what started as nothing
A place to lie down
Between the person you were
And the cast on the counter

I was
The motion of all
The motion of all
You ask me the same things now
Your believing never felt that way

Faulted like your arm was broken
I could've seen off the waste I left
Grip my car door
I felt nothing at all
For the penalties I write

In what started as nothing
A place to lie down
Between the person you were
And the cast on the counter you left
But I ignored you
But I ignored you
All the little arrangements
You left in the house
Under the picture of him
Or the glass on the table
I was
Reflected on you
Reflected on you

You ask me the same things now
But to leave I shouldn't be that way

I'm a passerby
They crucified it on
And you ask me why I say that often
I'm a panic loss upon the great I am
Heated up alone
It's too much