"Broken In Paradise" lyrics

Lately I've been feeling
Like a ghost of myself
And I can't escape it

It's like I walk alone
And I can't even tell
If I love or I hate it

I'm taking all my medicines
My issues seem immune to them
But now they're like my only friends

So talk to me again
It's us until the end

Don't make me laugh
'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
'Cause I don't want to meltdown
I don't want to meltdown
Let's rewrite history
'Cause I don't want to be
Broken In Paradise

Feels like I've been renting
My own personal hell
Out to a good friend

Time with me like being
Locked in a cell
As my motivation

To get out of the mess I'm in
And once I realize where I've made
The way out is where I came in

So here we are again
And now we can't pretend

Don't make me laugh
'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
'Cause I don't want to meltdown
I don't want to meltdown
Let's rewrite history
'Cause I don't want to be
Broken In Paradise

Don't you shut me out
'Cause I need to more than ever now

Don't make me laugh
'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
'Cause I don't want to meltdown
I don't want to meltdown
Let's rewrite history
'Cause I don't want to be
Broken In Paradise