"To Be Won" lyrics

I was in a mess
Like to think I've been a man
Lots of work with no hands to be done
But it sucks to be won
And I tried but it sucks to be won

Yeah I burn a card
Like to think we don't get found
Lots of work with many hands to be done for a day in the sun
And I've tried but it sucks to be won

No I don't understand
This time last year I said I'd be a better man
Lots of work with no friends to be found
No they ain't hanging around
And I've tried but it sucks to be won
And I've tried but it sucks to be won
Yeah it sucks to be won
Yeah it sucks to be won