"Letters Home" lyrics

So many things I never said
All those regrets and broken promises
Would it have mattered if I had
Told you everything
I felt admitted I was scared of losing
You would you have understood?

Remember when you said you'd wait forever
And I thought it was true
And as this broken heart just keeps on beating
I'll send these letters home to you
Because I don't know what else to do
I'll wait for you

I guess it's been seven weeks
And I can't get you of my mind
When will I find my way back
To where we were when I left
The tape you sent my pillow's drenched with tears
Confirmed my worst fears