"Volcanic" lyrics

Was it in a vacuum
Is it that it's only you that runs as deep
Trying to find something to climb that doesn't feel so steep
Am I burning us out to keep your interests piqued
Go down with me

I have these moments when I panic
When I shut down and go manic
So eruptive and destructive
Like within I am volcanic
I've a head that won't stop aching
And a voice that's tired of breaking
And I'd snap myself right out
And tell you what it's all about if I knew

I'm pushing you to give up
And I'm lying about leaking here
I don't want to sound ungrateful
But I just don't feel like speaking, dear
And it's all words and bookmarked lines
Leaving us all undermined and wrung out

I have these moments when I panic
When I shut down and go manic
So eruptive and destructive
Like within I am volcanic
I've a head that won't stop aching
And a voice that's tired of breaking
And I'd snap myself right out
And tell you what it's all about if I knew

Am I starving you out
Am I starving you out
Am I starving you out
Am I starving you out