"To Binge" lyrics

Waitin' by the mailbox, by the train
Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name
I'm lookin' for a saw to cut the chains in half and all I want is
Someone to rely on as thunder comes a-rollin' down
Someone to rely on as the lightning comes a-starin' in again

I'll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will
My star has left me to take the bitter pill
That shattered feeling, well, the cause of it's a lesson learned
"Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again
Just don't know if I could do it all again," she said—it's true

Waitin' in my room, and I lock the door
I watch the coloured animals across the floor
And I'm lookin' from a distance and I'm listenin' to the whispers
And oh, it ain't the same, when you're fallin' out of feeling
And you're fallin' in and caught again, cau-au-au-aught again

I'm caught again in the mystery
You're by my side, but are you still with me?
The answer's somewhere deep in it, I'm sorry that you're feelin' it
But I just have to tell you that I love you so much these days
Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, it's true

My heart is in economy due to this autonomy, I'm just
Rollin' in and caught again
Cau-au-au-aught again
Cau-au-au-aught again
Cau-au-au-aught agai-ain
(Cau-au-au-aught again) My heart is in economy due to this autonomy, I'm just
(Cau-au-au-aught again) Rollin' in and caught again
Cau-au-au-aught again