"Mountains" lyrics

I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure
Here's a lesson from my presence, so everything is overwhelm
Moments seem to counteract, at times I wish that I'd go back
And fuck up when I had the chance and keep it on a need to know basis
I'm basic, a busted child
I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wowed
Daddy's self-destructive trace that seems to plague his child
Like how'd you think that I was swimming when it was clear that I was drowning?
Hands, they fold like prayer at school, my youth up from the fountain
And searching something deeper, so I'm trekking up these mountains
In Nike sweats and a worn out vest
And some mashed up creps just to find that

All I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off
'Cause all I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off

I'm back, not better, secured some cheddar
The ties been severed, the storm's been weathered
I catch my cruise and change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool
It's cost my time and cost my pride
It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm
The author of the things I hate, I hope in time I demonstrate
On how to not disintegrate outside of all the mess I made
Freeze up, how to ease up, so I'd see love
I'm freed up, not a leader, it don't mean much
I need ya to be eager, to be okay
To be alright

All I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off
'Cause all I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off