"Worst I've Ever Had (Love Me Now)" lyrics

Been running on empty
Think I need some new parts
Was digging my heels in
But now I'm falling apart
Time passed me by
Like a ship at night
Now I'm left in cold waters
Running out of my mind
If I say I'm fine
Does it make me a liar?
Does it make me a fool
For cutting myself in two?

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost and never found
How am I gonna love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

I can be so cruel
I can be so heartless
Sold myself a truth
Wishing it was harmless
Always left to lose
But now I don't know what to do
I'm fighting fires in my mind
I'm on the edge of
Fight or flight, yeah
Fall from grace, so
Start to rise

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost and never found
How am I gonna love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

Feels like we're holding back
I'm the worst I've ever had
The worst I've had
The worst I've had
Feels like we're holding back
I'm the worst I've ever had
The worst I've had
The worst I've had

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost but never found
How am I gonna love me now?