"Not Okay" lyrics

It's been two hundred and twenty-five better days
I got over you six thousand different ways
Swear to God, I don't miss it all, I don't miss it all
Still your shadow dances around my memory
Pictures of you with her hit me differently
Swear to God
It's criminal, that I care at all

And I hate that you're happy
Like we never happened at all

It's not okay
That you're okay
Holding hands on the coast in Monaco
Take her down every road
Taking off all her clothes
Yeah, it drives me insane
No, it's not okay
That you're so okay
Moving on effortless
Never miss with your lips on her skin
To pretend you forget
Hope you call her my name
'Cause it's not okay

You're over who I'm under
Don't give a damn
I lose sleep over your fucking Instagram
Is that my friend?
Is that your house?
Ugh, no surprise

And I hate that you're happy
Like we never happened at all

It's not okay
That you're okay
Holding hands on the coast in Monaco
Take her down every road
Taking off all her clothes
Yeah, it drives me insane
No, it's not okay
That you're so okay
Moving on effortless
Never miss with your lips on her skin
To pretend you forget
Hope you call her my name
'Cause it's not okay

When we broke up
I wished you well, and I meant it
I wanted you to be happy
But seeing you with her did something to me
The way you touch her gently
And laugh with her
The way we used to
I'm not bitter
But do you think of me when you look at her?
When you're touching her body?
You seem to have forgotten us so effortlessly
But a part of me still holds onto you

'Cause it's not okay