"What If" lyrics

I've been gone enough
Running with a worn-out tan, making
Split second plans, like
Faded to the touch
Rolling on like 800 miles on some worn-ass tires and

I know you love me, but I play too much, yeah
I've been a blur for like, eight whole months now
You're gonna love me if I give it all up, yeah
Sorry is not enough
All I can say is

Baby, it was quite the scene when I drank
It was at the time that I tanked
Never wanna be that way
It was quite the song that I sang
It was quite the story, I'll say
It was quite the hand that I played
Never wanna be that way, yeah

And I can see it play like
Run out through the red light
Bleeding out and blasphemy
Make it last for me
Baby, I'm out of luck
Future and love is lost
Check out and call it off
Mm
Or what if I was like, "Hello"
How low could I take it all alone?
All I can say is

Baby, it was quite the scene when I drank
It was at the time that I tanked
Never wanna be that way
It was quite the story, I'll say
Quite the hand that I played
I never wanna be that way

It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I tanked
It was up to me and I drank
Yeah, never wanna be that way
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I tanked
It was up to me, and I
Ah, ah
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I

It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I tanked
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I tanked
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I tanked
It was up to me and I drank
It was up to me and I