"Homesick" lyrics

I'm homesick for a day that never happened
And I'm going to a place that I imagined
I'll awaken, my bed the sheets are sweating
I don't know when the best of my life happened

'Cause I'll waste
Every moment on the chase
Oh, it's never over
For the day that can't get any better
If it's not mine, it's gone forever
But then why do I remember?

I'm craving
Arms that never held me
Like a mother
Whose love's so safe, it's deadly
And I'm small and I'm warm
And all that's reals the moment
And I'm no longer a woman
I just melt into the floor

While I'll waste
Every moment on the chase
Oh, it's never over
For the day that can't get any better
If it's not mine, it's gone forever
But then why do I remember?

All I ever wanted
Never did exist at all
I feel like my whole life has been haunted
By a child who never was

And all I ever wanted
Never did exist at all
I feel like my whole life has been haunted
By a child who never was

All I ever wanted
Never did exist at all
By a child who never was