"I Knew It, I Know You" lyrics

I swear to God, I haven't thought of you in ages
I've lived a lot, I've loved and lost, I've let the rain in
I'm pretty sure, I mean I've heard, you never faced it
I understand I changed your plans, I had to, baby

And all I did was right by me, I heard that almost killed you
But I knew it, I know you, I called it
And I think that you earnestly have waited on apologies
But I can't pretend that I'm sorry
When I'm not sorry

So aren't you sad about the fact that you can't write me?
I cheered the loudest for you when you won your trophies
I'm on the ground, how's the weather on your planet?
An empty house, the noise is loud, it's how you stand it

But don't you feel alone at night, or sorta, kinda daily?
But I knew it, I know you, I called it
And it makes me wanna cry sometimes
But don't you know the deal now?
'Cause I just can't pretend that I'm sorry
When I'm not sorry

And we don't even know each other now
And I'd blow all my plans if you'd meet me out
We could talk, we could get it, we could both calm down
Down, down, down

It all changed for me and I told you
Down, down
You had the wrong idea about me
Down, down
And all I ever did was consider you
Down, down
'Til all I could do was consider me
Down, down

I was your entertainment from a dark place
Down, down
You don't know how to step outside yourself
Down, down
It's not my fault you can't sit with the hard thing
Down, down

You really thought you would get what you wanted
You really thought you would get what you wanted
Down, down
Down, down
Down, down