"Nothing Left To Lose" lyrics

I've got a new high
I'm picking up momentum
I feel like a new guy
My blood ain't got no venom
This thorn in my side
Has started slowly healing
Brought a gun to a knife fight
Now I've grown to love my demons

I probably wouldn't be here if you were so I guess that's cool
But now that I lost you I have have nothing left to lose

I've seen it all now
I still got my eyes wide open
I made my mom proud
I took her to Mexico and
We had a cerveza
With both our feet in the ocean
I'm breathing in love
And breathing out the bullshit

What if a heart breaking is making a man?
And all of the pain finally came to an end
What if your problems aren't at all special?
Wouldn't it be so easy to let go?
If you can put the remorse in the bin
And realize things will get better again
You're gonna see it all for what it is
Life is a trade and you get what you give

I've got a new high
I'm picking up momentum
Feel like a new guy
My blood ain't got no venom
This thorn in my side has started slowly healing
Brought a gun to a knife fight
Now I've grown to love my demons