"Deathwish" lyrics

How many times have you wanted to die?
You wished for death on the blackest of night skies
You say you're ready
Are you fucking ready?
After everything falls apart
Is it living if you're always fucking ready to die?
The price of life is enough to kill

Yet I
I scratch my name
Into the walls (Just to feel alive)
Yeah
Time to get mine
Say it again
Time to get mine
Never again
It's the wrong time
Time to get mine
Fucking back

This is a lost cause
Try as I might, open the wrong doors
Shit
I'm at the wrong floor
Over and over and over and over again

I'm at the end
I'm at the end
You can't take this from me

I'm beginning to lose my grip
I'm beginning to lose my grip

Cause my life is a blank page waiting to end
I'm beginning to lose my grip

And for once in my life, I'm not afraid to die
And for once in my life, I'm not afraid to die

Yet I
I scratch my name into the walls just to feel alive