"Hard Rain" lyrics

Blot out the sun, ride out the day
Life comes to me less and less as I age
I can't decide where I'm going
So blot out the sun, ride out the day

These feelings fold me into little versions of myself, I can't reach out for help
I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders
Tell me what's the use in the truth, when I'm still supporting you?
So let's dance together and close our eyes, we'll numb what's real to stay alive

Mistakes hold me here, reminding me I'm to blame
Suffering
I guess I got what I wanted
Can you guess what I wanted?

One more breath
One more step
Maybe I can do better?
Does it make you feel better?

The rope has frayed
We can't both be saved
My white-knuckles grip, but I can't hold this weight
It gets better. Please tell me it gets better!

Lately, I can't remember anything
The memories fall like leaves
I can't tell if I've been enlightened or damned?

I'll keep turning to the sky, and wondering why I am here
Truth whispers silently, that I'm too blind to see, but I'll keep going