"Me, My Enemy" lyrics

Now listen
Out here we're vulnerable
Life here could cut us off
When we are on their grounds
Oh, and don't you worry
I'll play their hide and seek
I'll make myself look weak
If that is what it takes
I know the stitches won't last
Maybe I'm stuck in the past
Somehow I drown myself
Somehow I drowned myself

I seek word from above
I seek word from below
It's me, my enemy
It's me, my enemy
Now I try to forget
All the things I regret
This is me, my enemy
It's me, my enemy

I hear the music
The laughter, the self-esteem
Sounds like a living dream
Without the joyful noise

Alive, alive
Darkness got the best of me
I'm not living, I'm just alive
I'm not living, I'm just alive

A picture frame, an empty cup
A broken chair, a phone hung up
No replies, the hidden lies
It's me, my enemy
It's me, my enemy
Upside down, razor blade
Fake escape, the role I played
How can it be? I'm still alive
It's me, my enemy
It's me, my enemy