"Bird Hall" lyrics

There's a lack of color
Benny says that I'll be fine
Can I see you in a sweater?
You said by then we'll be alright
Guess I'll scream down the highway
And sweat through the hard parts of July
Guess I'll scare my parents
In searching ways for me to die

Heard your voice
In my head
Thought it meant
You loved me again
Made friends
With my pity
She says
She can't stand me

I don't wanna be in love
All it ever got me
Were reasons to hate me
I don't wanna fall apart
All it ever showed me
Is nobody knows me

I know I know I know I know I know I know
I know I know I know I know I know I know

I think you took the wind when you left
I look sick like all the time
I just stare out the window
A scarecrow to my own life
Now I see you in strangers
Maybe you are one. Maybe you've always been
I see our love in the movies
I always cry at the end

I don't wanna be in love
All it ever got me
Were reasons to hate me
I don't wanna fall apart
All it ever showed me
Is nobody knows me

I know I know I know I know I know I know
I know I know I know I know I know I know